—Uh, yeah. Some of 'em, actually. It was pretty shitty.

( he doesn't elaborate beyond that — not the time, not the place, particularly given yelena goes back to the more pressing topic. it earns a silence and he presses his lips into a line that implies 'no'. )

Not really. You just get better at living with it. More used to the hole it's left in your life. Some people might call it 'easier', but it's not like you ever stop missing them, y'know?