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[bad_habit]

[This is so dumb, he can't believe he's doing this. But it's come up a lot lately for for a number of reasons and he just needs to talk about it. Okay? Okay.]

is anyone else a little worried about what happens if your world ISN'T deemed worthy of being saved???

like

what if your worlds not all that great to begin with??


it ain't like anyones given out any standards of judgement or anything
but what if you know yours isn't really a good candidate to continue to exist
what if you've already tried before to prove to someone else that your world has every right to be there with limited support from the general masses,
who don't seem very interested in trying to prove to be anything other than shitty??



what if yours ends up on the chopping block?

what happens to you and everyone you know...??

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[maximumlegend]

dude
are you talking about high school????

[ .. about the first part, anyway. High school is not judging other worlds' worth and whether they are allowed to exist. Not as far as Fabian knows, anyway. ]

is that where people judged your actions?
you should not pay too much attention to it
those people truly are not worth your time

[nimbuster]

Nah, but fighting's what I do. Forced group social exercises, not so much.

Sure would.

[anciently]

it's not stealing if i told you to take them!
i'm glad you're sharing them around ♥ come back anytime!

what's been going on though?
you okay? wanna meet up?

[tocastashadow]

If you're new to getting out of shithole situations, I must say I envy you. Though it's not necessarily something that gets easier with practice.

[bad_habit]

thanks, i mean i dunno if it'll be a regular thing
aside from the ones i keep takin for my room

selfishly?
yes.
realistically
really i'm okay
just feelin kinda beaten down

[bad_habit]

i used to more just lay back and take it,
rather than fight against

yeah? you used to fighting your way out of soggy paper bags then?

[bad_habit]

i tried to get away from the whole fighting thing
i'm fairly certain its a big part of why i landed where i did
but i also ain't much for group exercises
share ya feelins and all that BS

but here we are

shots help,
thank fuck i had my flask on me when i got here

[bad_habit]

i wouldn't know
i never made it to high school
dropped out and worked for my family

[Which wasn't terribly uncommon for men where and when he was from, but usually the family business wasn't icing people and making them part of foundations.]

no i'm talkin back home, home
it was a whole thing
its kinda hard to explain without people thinkin i'm a nutter

[bad_habit]

the names Angel
i'm tall and pink
ya can't miss me around

[Angel had certainly had no problem meeting people, he self inserted himself often and could regularly be seen parked on one of the couches in the common room in the apartments, just like back at the hotel, but he'd had a hard time making strong connections mostly cause he felt so out of place still and he was still having problems with old habits of keeping people at arms distance, which was easy to do considering how many of them he had.]

most recently?
figuring out that my energy might be just a little different than others
and that things feeding on it go... haywire [Most peoples stuffies had gotten out of control but not all of them got big enough to chow down half the forest. Oops.]
ya, but that's okay
i don't really want anyone from my world to get stuck here too
ain't nobody from home need that

[utinam]

Tall, pink, and known as Angel. I promise to remember!
I'm not very good with names, but I will definitely try.
I'm short and have cloud hair and clothes.
Hard to miss too!

[She will definitely keep an eye open for him. It was clear she was eager at the idea of meeting them to see just how pink they are. Pink was her mama's favorite color after all. If she ever found her way into their world, Nuvia knew she would love to meet him.]

Yikes! That's awful. Are you okay? Do you know why your energy is different from others?
Don't worry! I promise to keep you company!
I don't want you to be alone.

[And she meant every word as well.]

[anciently]

no worries.
i'm just saying: you're welcome. whenever!

i get that.
there's a lot going on...seemingly all the time.
you homesick at all?

[tocastashadow]

I did, too. Or rather, I was fighting against all the wrong things.

I'd never have thought to phrase it quite like that, but I suppose I am, yes.

[maximumlegend]

try me

i've seen a lot
bet it won't sound that crazy to me

[ Besides, learning about other people's worlds has been kind of interesting to him so far. He's interested enough! ]

[ichoosefight]

yeah pressure is exhausting

luckily there are plenty of people around who make it their business to keep everyone else from dying

if nothing else, you can trust that