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Robert (Hob) Gadling ([personal profile] 100more) wrote in [community profile] etraya2024-08-12 05:45 pm

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We're all back from Eos. I don't know how it was for everyone else, but I got to live in a house with two beautiful women and a charming young man. There was a baby, too, but we had to leave her behind.

Now I'm in this flat that I moved into not long before we left for Eos, and it's fine, really, but it seems a bit empty. I know it won't be that way for long, since I'm very much used to living alone, but I wonder if anyone else feels a bit off after sharing a house with other people for a month.

And is it weird if I miss her? I know she wasn't a real baby, but she was so cute and sweet. Wherever you are, I hope you're doing well, little Violet.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-08-20 06:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Nothing as of yet. Is that something that has happened on previous missions to those who failed?

Not in the sense that I would want to marry them. Though one I believe might be fun for something more casual.


[And yes, Loki is wondering if that last statement might make Hob just a little jealous. But he’s not telling.]

Yes, I suppose so. Though I assume that does not really help you feel better about it. If you would like some company to distract you, I am free.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-08-24 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
I agree. I am also quite done with failing. I have had quite enough of it in my life, but it is ever so much more frustrating when you do not know why you have failed at something.

[Not that having the reason would necessarily make you feel better. Certainly hadn’t for him.

As for the distraction, despite how much he’s been flirting, he does not realize how what’s he’s written could be read. Probably because he’s trying not to flirt and failing. Also because casual sex isn’t a strange thing to him. Mostly, if he finds someone attractive and they are attracted to him then he rarely says no. Of course, nothing like that has happened to him in quite some time.]


Yes, you know. If you would like take your mind off of missing your young one, we could, I don’t know, grab some tea? Have a chat? Whatever you would like to do to socialize?

[Okay, so maybe he wouldn’t mind a more than a fling with Hob. He can’t let himself think that way though. It would be too hard to go back to the tree if he gave into those desires.]
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-08-25 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[There’s a pause before Loki’s response comes through. Part of him knows he’s playing a bit of a dangerous game. He’s not blind to how much he likes Hob, but he manages to convince himself that they are just friends and that he would be silly to turn down such an offer.]

Yes, I believe I would like that very much. I have not had much time to explore. Perhaps you could show me your favourite spot? That is if you have one, of course.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-08-27 06:09 pm (UTC)(link)
That is a lovely idea. Yes, let's do that.

I did move into the apartments and am also at home. I can be down there in but a moment.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-08-29 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Unbeknownst to him, Loki is also ensuring he looks good. He doesn’t look too closely into why, but he feels like he wants to impress him. He wears well fitted black slacks and one of the green shirts Hob helped him bet in Moorecroft, one of the only things Loki managed to bring to Etraya with him.

Not wanting to startle anyone, he opts not to teleport downstairs and instead takes the lift. As he makes his way out front and sees Hob, looking rather dashing though he is definitely not actually thinking that, he can’t help but smile.

“Good day. Thank you for agreeing to a little outing. I really do need to get my bearings around here. Unless it is more normal to have all the location changes I have experienced in the last month?”
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-09-03 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
It’s almost like his brain shorts out for a moment when Hob smiles at him. He does truly want to learn his way around this city, but he suspects that all his attention will be on his friend. He wants to roll his eyes at himself, or do something to knock some sense into himself, but Hob is simply too charming to ignore.

“Yes, it is a beautiful day for a walk, but I suppose that could change at a moment’s notice as well. That is if the weather was anything like in Moorecroft. I’m not sure I have ever experienced rain like that.” From the tone of his voice, it’s apparently that he would like to again.

Loki nods in agreement and turns in the indicated direction. “So, I take it strange things happen here a lot then? Is it common to end up on places like the space station or other cities?”
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-09-08 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
“No, Asgard always seemed to be warm and sunny. It always felt in contrast to my typical mood.” He says this lightly, giving Hob another smile, but it had been true enough. It is true enough though. Asgard, always in complete opposite to Jotunheim in that way. Perhaps that is why it bothered him so much.

“I admit I like the rain though. I had quite an enjoyable time in one of the cafes on Moorecroft with a lovely cup of tea and a view of a storm.” As much as being here is dangerous for the multiverse, the last bit of Loki’s selfish self appreciates some of the normalcy, even if this place is really anything but.

“I see. Well that is good to know.” Though it isn’t helpful. If they keep moving them around, it will be harder for Loki to pin down who is actually responsible for this place. It seems they might not immediately be here seeing that everyone here only seems to interact with AI or bots, but that doesn’t mean he can’t find them. It can’t be harder than finding He Who Remains.

Loki pulls himself from his thoughts then. It seems that as with the TVA, it will not be simple or easy to find his way out. In the mean time, he will have to play their games and hopefully have some backup with others here to help.

“My apologies, I’m afraid my thoughts ran away from me. So you have not been here long either? May I ask where and I suppose when you are from?”
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-09-12 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Sometimes. Sometimes he felt as he appeared on the outside. He certainly felt happier being around Hob. There is just something so lovely about the other man that Loki can’t help but feel calmer. Like he’ll be able to figure this all out if only he has someone like Hob by his side.

Even Loki knows that’s a little much though and he pushes the thought away.

“Do you? Well then, the next time there is a storm, we should take it in together.”

Loki finds himself instantly interested in hearing more about Hob’s world. “I have never seen London. I would like to hear about these differences though. I’m sure most have some differences, but are these between other planets or between other versions of your world specifically?”
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-09-17 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
More than confidence, it feels almost like a sixth sense. For reasons Loki can’t begin to explain, he feels like he’s known Hob his whole life. Perhaps they knew each other in a past life or something similar. Either way, he’s glad to have met him and to have his company now.

“Yes, that is one of my favourite pastimes, though admittedly I have not had the pleasure with doing it with a friend before.” Loki feels his heartbeat pick up a little bit as he thinks about the two of them curled up on his couch watching a storm roll in. As much as he feels guilty for wanting such a thing, he very much does want it.

“Oh yes, I know that until recently the Earth of my world did not know about other realms or people from other planets. That has all changed quite recently for them.” Or not so recently. It is really hard to tell when you’ve spent some time outside of time. “So I take it you are not a regular person then?”
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-09-28 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Stranger things have happened. Loki already knows of at least one person who has met one of his variants. The idea that they had met in another life is hardly a crazier thought. In fact, it just might explain a few things. Namely how it feels like he’s known Hob for a lot longer than a month.

”Yes, I suppose that is true.” With Loki’s luck it will suddenly be nothing but sunny and warm for the rest of their time here. Well, if that turns out to be the case, Loki is just going to have to think up some other excuses to see Hob.

Okay, so that response is not what Loki is expecting and his face shows his surprise. He doesn’t even bother to try and hide it. There’s another feeling under all of that though, one akin to happiness as the thought occurs to him that he hasn’t met many people he likes that won’t die thousands of years before him. At least not recently.

”Really! You certainly are more than meets the eye, aren’t you?”
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-10-01 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
It’s not something he’s allowing himself to think about, but somewhere deep down, he knows he would like to know Hob for the rest of his life. Maybe they would only be friends, or perhaps more, but he can’t allow himself to think of that. He couldn’t hurt Hob like that when he inevitably has to leave.

Can’t hurt himself that way either.

Of course, he’s also weak when it comes to his friends and he also wouldn’t be able to turn down hanging out with Hob for any reason. He might as well enjoy some comforts while he’s stuck here.

“Oh yes, I understand. Many people are frightened of things they do not understand and mortals do tend to not understand immortality. It is not something their brains are built for.” Though clearly Hob is an exception considering he is still human and seems to be dealing with it quite well.
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[personal profile] abit_ofboth 2024-10-04 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Loki would argue they definitely have that in common. Loneliness is something that Loki is all too familiar with and something that has only gotten worse since he found friends and then lost them again. He knows what he’s been doing is essential, even if this place has a different plan, and that it all means that he is doomed to spend the rest of his existence as nothing more than an observer. All of that has made saying no to friendship even harder here.

“Yes, I have heard of such reactions. And humans always seem to act like they are so good.” He might have changed his mind about humans in general, but Loki is all too aware of some of the hypocrisy he’s experienced at their hands. He’s done some atrocious things in his life, but being judged by people who have done the same or worse hardly helps his opinion of some.

Hob’s story makes Loki want to time slip to where and when that happened to him and show those imbeciles exactly what a magic user could really do. He’s actually a little surprised at his own visceral reaction and just manages to keep himself under control. “I am very sorry you had to endure such things. Please trust that your secret is safe with me.”

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