[Swallowing awkwardly, Kexing pulls back to scrutinize Zishu's perfect face. He kisses his soulmate again - this time on his forehead.]

Whatever you decide, I'm right behind you. I want A-Xu to live and to smile and laugh. I want him to know he is loved. But I also know I might not be the best candidate for him. I've done a lot of awful things.