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[banworthy]

We're all just posing questions to each other for fun, right?

Then, is immortality wrong for mortals to experience?

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[banworthy]

No, it's probably was when I asked what you're searching for in wondering about my death.

I'm curious about it, but it seems like I'm not going to find my answer.

That's unfortunate. But whatever's hurting you, whatever you're too afraid to confide in someone that you must lash out at others about it, you're far away from it now. You'll never have to see or think about it, again, if you don't want to, so why are you?

It might be something precious but in the end, it's probably nothing but trash that's holding you down, if you can't even properly face it.

I can face what ails me, because of my faith and belief. What do you have to hold you up? I hope you've found something like that here... perhaps, that's the only good thing about being here. Giving people that had no support support since all we have is each other.

[unaliveyourself]

[Saccharinely:]

I tooooold you already, I wanted to know for science! You were the one too suspicious to believe that~

[He chuckles.]

Or maybe, too desperate to find an angle to condescend from, so you could put on this performance. Tell me, do you have any experience with community theater? Oh, or maybe ... could you secretly be a TV star?! I bet you've won a Daytime Emmy or two in your day, right?

[He gasps, suddenly, as though he's just had a flash of insight.]

Don't tell me -- is all this corpse business really just to cover up spoilers about an evil twin?!?!

[banworthy]

You did, and you're right that I don't believe you.

I guess we can believe that it is just trash, then.

I'll accept that in my heart and we'll call it good.

[unaliveyourself]

Noooo come on, don't just leave -- I've never had the chance to meet a method actor like this! I promise I won't leak anything to the paparazzi...!!

[banworthy]

I'm not leaving.

I'm just done with that topic.

What do you want to talk about now?

[unaliveyourself]

Wow, the NDAs they make you guys sign must be really intense, if you're still worried about them here! That's such a shame...

[A protracted siiiigh.]

Well, if you really can't reveal any more about this "dead" fanatic character of yours, at least tell me how you got your start in show business! Did you participate in your school play growing up, or was it more of a 'discovered in a coffee shop' situation as an adult?

[Dazai has never met a bit he won't commit to, alas,]

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[banworthy]

I am not a fanatic! Don't lump me in with those --

[banworthy]

[ He holds his hands out. Whatever.

He knows he isn't crazy. ]

I don't feel you care but I was an orphan so I am afraid no school plays.

[ A dismissive tone. Because his parents deserved to due. Whatever. At least they stayed dead. There are worse things to happen to insane people. ]