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𝗛𝗘𝗟𝗟𝗜𝗢𝗡 ([personal profile] vexant) wrote in [community profile] etraya2025-02-17 03:06 pm

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Is anyone going to explain who the hell dropped in Xavier's Institute but forgot to bring along - what, literally any mutant?

( most people might start with a hello. julian just starts with a finger pointing back at the manor off behind him. )

Or, fine, anyone but Jean. ( because he's only half counting her as is. )
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[personal profile] waxen_wings 2025-02-19 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
I know. I think you said that before, but I thought - I don't know. You were trying to make me feel better and I don't deserve it. Or apologies.

[ The contact helps, but the other kids being in danger, dying, it's all extremely recent and raw to Jay. 'Years ago' hasn't sunk in yet.

Although...
]

You do look different.

[ He doesn't directly ask, what the heck happened to your hand, and won't. Jay would, if it were someone else. Julian is Julian, prickly and proud, and that's not a glove. It's better to let him explain on his terms. ]
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[personal profile] waxen_wings 2025-02-19 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ Breathing stops feeling quite so necessary when it's put plainly like that.

Jay starts the word is at least half a dozen times, but doesn't get it out.

Is Sam okay?
Is Paige okay?
Is Melody okay?
Is David okay?
Is Noriko okay?
Is Sofia okay?

He knows some of the ones that aren't okay. He was there, for M-Day, but missed Noah. Or forgot, it's all such a blur. And doesn't that just make him feel sicker. How could he forget?

Paige broke the news about the students on the bus, but that was after he gave up his wings. He wasn't - he didn't remember all of it. Jay doesn't think she went through the whole list because the high school grades alone have dozens of students and Jay knew them all, even if they weren't all friends. Most of our friends died. most of their friends were alive when he left. The school blew up. It was Stryker. He knows it.

And it's his fault. Everyone on that bus was his fault. Sooraya was his fault. Jay sways on his feet. Doesn't hear the rest.
]

I'm so sorry. I didn't know. He said miracles require a sacrifice - he said if I gave my wings up to God, He'd keep them safe... I didn't know, Julian. I swear I didn't know.
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[personal profile] waxen_wings 2025-02-20 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ And doesn't that scald. Yeah, he had been desperate. Everything had felt so urgent. The mass de-powering, the panic in the halls, the Sentinels standing guard outside, the upscaling of the trainings, which were feeling less like learning about control and more like making them X-Men... and then a chance had come to do something that wasn't fighting, that was supposed to do good... and Jay had run off to do it. Twice.

Like he could ever make that kind of difference.
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Yeah, I was going to stick close anyway.

[ It doesn't lay as Julian trying to boss him around, or Jay would bail. Jay understands it as looking out for him, which... he might could need. ]

I didn't like how that guy started with what's wrong with no mutants and got all the way to anathema. It means somebody who's been cursed from a church and formally kicked out. Most people think it just means you hate it, but they used it right. They didn't say "anathemas" or "an anathema" - it's a noun, but in religious texts I've always seen just "anathema". Stryker went with sons and daughters of Satan but... same thing.
Edited 2025-02-20 02:27 (UTC)
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[personal profile] waxen_wings 2025-02-21 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ Julian's throwing everything but the kitchen sink at Jay, who can tell it's meant to make him feel better somehow. Jay knows how it works. Vengeance. An eye for an eye. Stryker can't hurt them, or anyone like them, ever again. It's comforting, but it doesn't exactly make him feel great. A man died. That counts for something. But that man killed dozens of kids. Laurie. Sooraya. He doesn't even count himself in it. It's not for him to decide what it means.

Maybe he had a heart attack from all the rage.
]

I don't know what I know anymore. I don't think I know Krakoan. I was taking French with Mr. Beaubier for awhile...

[ There really is nowhere safe to talk, is there. Hard to think they were only at school for a few years. ]

But I know they were wrong. You can't have it both ways. You can't say God made everything beautiful and God hates mutants. You don't get to pick and choose what God made. Besides, Stryker admitted he shot that missile. He - he knew they were humans, but he thought - I don't remember what he said. He thought they'd teach people to understand we're all people.

[ Something that Jay had tried to stress with Gadriel, who maybe doesn't get it either. ]

I don't think most people want to hear that there are people who are plain better than than them. I can admit who's better than me. It'd be frustrating if they only thought it, but some idiot gives them missiles and robots - didn't they say that THEY had a missile? Should we be in the basement? It's reinforced, and I don't know how to turn on the security system.
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[personal profile] waxen_wings 2025-02-22 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ He'll have to forgive Jay for looking skeptical. There were how many X-Men living here and the school got attacked - and people hurt - more than once while Jay lived here.

But he follows him anyway.
]

Unless you've evolved past sleeping, I'm going to try to figure out where the on button is. I guess we should find our old dorm rooms. This is... going to be strange.
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[personal profile] waxen_wings 2025-02-25 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
The security system isn't on. A baseball bat under the mattress ups the security, at least where I'm concerned. Not you two. But I don't know if I want to go the Banshee route.

[ Jay will jog past Julian to the doors leading into the cafeteria and try them, intending to hold the door open. ]
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[personal profile] waxen_wings 2025-03-05 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ Showoff. Jay shakes his head as he steps inside, but he doesn't comment much on the display. He feels like he's on eggshells, still, and almost wishes Julian would tear him a new one and get it over with. ]

Thanks.

[ He looks back again through the windows that exist only to taunt students with the basketball court, pool, open space and the promise of free time. Thinks about what Nimrod showed him - the concrete crumbling, anything that could catch fire burning. His friends broken. ]

Can we booby trap the doors? I've heard worse ideas.
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[personal profile] waxen_wings 2025-03-09 03:20 pm (UTC)(link)
You thought I was going to lock her out? Or booby trap her out?

[ Jay hums to himself, thinking of smaller siblings and the trouble they can get into. ]

If anything, we might want to make it harder for her to get out at night so she can't get herself into trouble, but that'd probably make it harder for us because it's tough trying to keep an eye on a kid that hates you.
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[personal profile] waxen_wings 2025-03-12 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I know. That's why I said we probably shouldn't make it too hard?

[ Jay just laughs goodnaturedly and shakes his head. That's not what he meant, and he'll explain, but he's allowed to be amused. ]

Come on, Julian. I have nine brothers and sisters. I know Laura doesn't hate us, but trust me on this. If we're keeping an eye on her, and we kinda are here because it wouldn't sit right not to, she's going to say she hates us sooner or later. My money's on the first time one of us says "because I said so."

Besides, sneaking out's a rite of passage around here.
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[personal profile] waxen_wings 2025-03-17 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
You know I didn't use the word brat?

[ He may have implied it, a little, but he doesn't think that Laura or his little siblings are brats anymore than he was a brat. So - sometimes, they're bratty, but they aren't brats.

Whatever salad bar setup and lunch line they had has nothing but empty metal bins.
There hasn't been anyone to eat the food here for awhile.
]

I think if we want food, we're going to have go down to Dr. McCoy's office or Mr. Drake's.
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[personal profile] waxen_wings 2025-03-22 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's not a bad idea, which is why Jay follows him.

He thinks it's crazy, yes, but not because of Julian.
]

Why are our food shopping options a convenience store and raiding the hospital kitchen? Why is the kitchen in the empty hospital stocked with food? When is anything here going to make sense? We should go somewhere with clothes while we're out.
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[personal profile] waxen_wings 2025-03-23 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ "Chill"? Very helpful, Julian. A real rock in times of emotional turmoil, Jay thinks to himself, not realizing that his irritation and concern for Julian are the entire reason that he's here, chasing after Julian out the doors and into the air, instead of hiding in his bed. Why he can be annoyed about Julian not even pausing to see if Jay was following him, he just assumed that Jay'd come trotting after him like one of the Hellions.

Ugh, and he did.
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I'm chill! [ He is not, but he's also not screeching and panicked. ] Sorry if I can't just flit my way through this.

[ Says the boy who is, in fact, literally flitting. ]
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[personal profile] waxen_wings 2025-03-29 02:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Which is not encouraging in the slightest. Coming back to Etraya has been a shock, finding out that everything's going to be fucked at home is depressing. If he wasn't actively in flight, his wings would droop. As he'd rather not break both legs, only his face does. ]

Yeah, they're ... not great when it comes to helping people get over the bad times.

[ The X-Men endorse sending kids who are already in pain to their boarding school and forcing them into teams that have to essentially subsume their friends groups if they're going to pass. The thought and care behind it is minimal. ]

... is that what they did after... ?

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