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Entry tags:
- !chirper,
- batman wfa: jason todd,
- dc comics: barbara gordon,
- detroit become human: connor,
- detroit become human: hank anderson,
- fe3h: yuri leclerc,
- ff7 ever crisis: sephiroth,
- ice age: manny,
- jl gods and monsters: kirk langstrom,
- little mushroom: an zhe,
- marvel comics: jean grey,
- my hero academia: izuku midoriya,
- nier: lars,
- one piece: portgas d. ace,
- silent hill 2: maria,
- silent hill 3: heather mason,
- silent hill 3: vincent smith,
- silent hill 4: henry townshend,
- stranger things: chrissy cunningham,
- the untamed: xue yang,
- word of honor: wen kexing
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[Then they’re not worth your time, Hank wants to say. But he knows Connor cares. Because he’s a good person.
Things could have been so much different between Hank and Connor back home, even. And what then? What if Hank hadn’t come round?
From his perspective here, he’d think he wasn’t worth Connor’s time and effort, too. Sure. But he’d want Connor to keep trying.]
You know that wasn’t your choice. And other people know now too.
And they might not understand the gravity of that, but you can help them.
It’s a confusing thing for a lot of people, I’m sure. Some other worlds and times don’t have androids, you know? So they don’t get the whole programming thing.
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Is that why you wrote my CHIRPER?
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I want people to know there’s more to you than the Aurora-Solmara-whatever thing.
There’s a whole lot more. They just gotta give you a chance.
[And specifically, Hank wants Connor to make friends. But he knows Connor had friends, and... he’d rather not circle back round to that particular grief.
If they’re meant to, they’ll come back around too.]
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Outside of what constitutes being an android.
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I get that. And I’m not trying to be hard on you.
Just wish people could see you the way I do.
[Even though it makes sense that they don’t, with their contexts being so different.
But still: Connor is a good person, and people will come to see that. They’ll come to see that Connor is trying to find himself, too — he’s someone to help, not be cruel to.]
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You have a perspective unique of anyone else's.
[Technicalities. Always technicalities.]
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[Connor’s right, and Hank knows he’s right, but goddamn if that doesn’t make him a little defensive.
Or a lot, really.]
That’s not true, Connor.
Unique perspective, yeah, sure. But that doesn’t mean......??
Liking you isn’t hard, Con. You make it sound like it is but it’s not. It’s the easiest thing in the fucking world, in fact.
[Once someone gets over those first hurdles. Which Hank understands. Really.]
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[This is 100% not an argument to have in public, but here he is.]
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Told you that wasn’t your fault a MILLION times, Connor
[No period there because Hank is lowkey YELL typing.]
And anyone reading over our fucking conversations has seen it a million times too. Not your fault.
[Hank almost wants to ask what he could say or do to convince Connor of that, of the truth, but he knows — from personal experience, even — that it isn’t that easy.
And that’s part of Connor’s journey. Hank just needs to... support him. Be here for him as he finds his path, hopefully one toward forgiveness — and forgiving himself.]
Wouldn’t have changed shit if you had shot me.
[As long as Connor stayed on Etraya, of course. That’s what matters to Hank.]
Other than me being pissed, because that shit hurts and I CARE about you.
But I know it wouldn’t have been your choice. Better than anyone, apparently.
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You didn’t know what it would take. That’s not your fault either.
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I know, Connor. But you’re punishing yourself for things that were out of your control.
[Which Hank gets, but it also especially frustrates him because... yeah, he does the same. So he gets that mentality; he just doesn’t like it.
And Hank feels like a broken record every time they talk about this. Does it even help at all — this insistence of his? Or is he just making things worse?]
Robert said you guys were doing better.
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I'm not sure.
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[Oh, god, was Robert fucking with him? Hank hopes not.
Lie to him about whatever! Just not Connor.]
Did something happen?
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Got yourself a bunch of smartasses, huh Connor?
[Hank doesn’t know Robert well, so he has no idea if he’s being genuine. But...]
If he were still pissed at you, I dunno if he’d go out of his way to talk to me.
[Although Robert did start out mocking Connor. But that just seems to be his default thing, like how Hank’s default is also some variation of asshole.]
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Like flies to honey, Connor.
You’re too good.
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How about lasagna for dinner?
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Just proving my point there, Con.
Lasagna sounds good. Whatever you’re up for trying out.
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[That extra early birthday because Connor thought he would be gone by the time the real birthday came around.]
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[That birthday, yeah. With the trash bag wrapping.
This endearing as fuck guy, huh?]
You confident in your layering, Connor?
[Hank’s poking fun. Wouldn’t be the end of the world if a lasagna ended up weird.]
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Connor getting all artsy with cake decoration 😳😳😳
fancy shmancy
Connor’s so cute help 🥹
he did his best okay also wow dw thanks for not posting this
perfect Connor icon for the mood tbh (also LMAO @ wretched creation)
guilty dog
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omg crying if Connor reaches into the oven with his bare hands again
i mean if the shoe fits
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HE’S SO PRECIOUS
he tried his best sob
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frosting lasagna sob
it’ll be Hank’s little secret
cute
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had to mention Sumo’s whereabouts (he escaped the Great Frosting Battle)
bless
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thank u for the opportunity for Hank to say this ((CLUTCHES CHEST))
omg
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