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- dc comics: barbara gordon,
- detroit become human: connor,
- detroit become human: hank anderson,
- fe3h: yuri leclerc,
- ff7 ever crisis: sephiroth,
- ice age: manny,
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- little mushroom: an zhe,
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- my hero academia: izuku midoriya,
- nier: lars,
- one piece: portgas d. ace,
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- silent hill 3: heather mason,
- silent hill 3: vincent smith,
- silent hill 4: henry townshend,
- stranger things: chrissy cunningham,
- the untamed: xue yang,
- word of honor: wen kexing
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I'm lonely. [it's said with a shrug.]
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It's good you're friends with Finch. I think he gets lonely, too.
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About that. Him and John. How long have they been pining for each other?
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You think they're pining for each other?
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[she cannot be the only one seeing this?]
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[She doesn't sound sure, though - mostly because it's not a possibility she's ever given a second thought (the occasional joke aside), and because she expends as little mental energy as possible thinking about John and Harold's love lives.]
I mean, I don't know. Sometimes I can tell when John's into someone, and sometimes I can't.
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like the poem. but well, Maria didn't know if Shaw knew about the poem and after accidentally spilling something secret before she's a little scared about spreading something that wasn't supposed to be known.]
It's just the feeling I get and I'm usually a pretty good read on this stuff. [if she had the experience.] If I didn't like them so much then I'd bet money.
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[When it comes to her friendships, this is not at all the sort of place where Shaw draws a line in the sand.]
Money's pointless here, though. I'll bet you a nice bottle of alcohol that they aren't pining for each other.
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I'm telling you, though. I'm going to win. Or maybe it's just the romantic in me.
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Harold's pining for someone else.
[She finally says, though she knows that that's not much of an argument. God knows the man has enough angst in him to pine for two people at once.]
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it's hard out here.]
You can pine for two people. Nothing's impossible.
[her ship is not sinking.]
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[Shaw says dryly - kind of joking, but also kind of meaning it, too.]
And time-consuming. Poor Harold's got enough on his plate.
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Especially in a place like this, right? I don't know how you manage romance on top of it all. But hey, if your heart's big enough.
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[ She almost adds Because mine isn't, but decides not to; she doesn't want to come off as self-loathing when she's aiming for quippy. ]
Romance has, uh-- it's never been my thing.
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[she could show this part of herself, try to make it out like a joke and make this topic feel easier. make them both comfortable.]
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[Shaw suggests, raising an eyebrow. That seems like a pretty easy solution to her.]
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[forget the fact her dating pool was actually just one man.]
Romance is overrated anyway. For me. Everybody else? I eat that crap up.
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[She says it with some level of solemnity, but with no apparent sadness.]
I used to try sometimes, when I was a lot younger, because I figured-- why not. Never worked out.
[Except for that one time - maybe, almost. But she doesn't often tell people about Root.]
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[she's so curious about Shaw but it feels like if she tried to pry then Shaw wouldn't like that so she's playing it by ear.]
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I can communicate just fine.
[Sometimes. When she puts in the effort, which she very much doesn't always, and even when she does she's prone to foot-in-mouth syndrome.]
I'm the straight-forward type, and I don't quit on things just because they're hard. But, uh-- no, when I said I'm not wired for it, I meant that literally. The kinds of intense emotion that people expect in a relationship? I can't do it.
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It's why this stuff is hard.
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[She tilts her glass at Maria, in lieu of a point.]
-- is why I stopped dating in college. If I never have an otherwise perfectly hot guy cry on me again for not being 'emotionally available' enough, it'll be too soon.
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But I get it. Maybe not personally but I get it. Nothing's stopping you from having fun, though, right?