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[hasitsthorns]

[ In the very late hours of the night (or early morning depending on your perspective), there comes a message that's basically a stream of consciousness. ]

so, this mission. the location.
it's kind of like... my home world? or it reminds me of it
either way, it
got me thinking
and I realized I've been here
like a whole year? basically?

that's wild

I don't really know where I was going with this, I realize
I just needed to say it, I think
it doesn't feel real sometimes
it's a year more than I would have gotten otherwise, but also

it's complicated
I miss home
well, I mostly miss the people from home I think
not the actual place.

anyway, how long have some of you been here?
do you miss home, or is here better for you?
what do you think will happen when we're done here?
I think I just need to have some people to talk about it with, maybe
and I appreciate it

Comments

[cache_coeur]

It is. Any time spent in the world is a victory.

What do you miss about the home you made for yourself?

[hasitsthorns]

the people
the Morgans, mostly
they were my best friends and...
it's been hard going this without them
kind of ironic, really, cause I spent most of my life moving a lot and not making a lot of connections
but once I did, I ended up here and just losing it

[cache_coeur]

I don't think you've lost them. They're just in another place right now, and you'll be reunited again, in one form or another. But even if it's difficult to be separated, you have your memories with them, and everything they would want for you.

[hasitsthorns]

thank you
I hope you're right
even if I don't get to see them again though, I just hope
I hope what we're doing here does mean they're safe
that's all I'd really want if nothing else