un: jaycetalis | video

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[In a rare moment of using video on purpose, there's Jayce. To those who know him, he looks the same as he always does. To those who don't- he's an early 30's man with seemingly a permanent five-o-clock shadow, bright golden eyes, and perfectly coiffed hair. The background is out of focus, but to those who know it, it's clearly a part of S.T.A.R. labs. Normally a little more jovial or at least less serious sounding, Jayce looks into the camera like he's giving a press release.]

We’ve got about forty-eight hours or less until Aurora allows that toxin into Etraya. Which means if you haven’t started taking precautions already; start now. Get easily carried food, medical supplies, whatever you think you'd need. Better to be over-prepared than under.

Considering what Aurora's told us about the "mission"... If you’re someone prone to having weapons, do us all a favor and throw them into one of our many, lovely lakes, before you wind up using it on someone else. Or, if you’re going to be touchy about it, let me know, I’ll talk with Harold about how we can get them locked up somewhere for the mission’s duration.

As a reminder to those who don’t want to think about it, and maybe new information to those who are new: if you die here, for whatever reason, you lose something. I don’t know what, you won’t know what, and you might not even know what it is you’ve lost even after you’ve lost it. Maybe it’s an eye, maybe it’s the memory of your best friend. Either way, whatever you're afraid of by not having your weapons on you isn’t worth what you’ll be making someone else lose because of your bad decisions.

If you have any special concerns, worries about any specific denizens in this upcoming mission, now's also the time to voice it.

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[quibblingfunctionary]

[An interestingly phrased answer, alas Sleipnir cannot parse out why though.]

Correct. I would say he did not appreciate such, however when usually one does not appreciate something they walk out, whereas Accelerator broke my bones and caused my body to shake and seize, contorting time and amplifying pain. I find this behavior hard to imagine as the sort which would be done once then never again. In fact, he seemed quite practiced in his craft.

[Sleipnir isn't exactly worried about the other people of Etraya as one might be in the conventional way... still, he thinks what occurred to him should not be repeated, especially on someone of weaker mind.

It takes a few times of rereading Jaycetalis' story for Sleipnir to start believing him. He knows this is not something a man usually shares upon first meeting, but then again Sleipnir has shared some of his own horrors...]

I will be honest, I would prefer it to be some sort of devil-trick of your friend's.

[Jaycetalis said years. This... this will not do. Sleipnir needs a fix now. Preferably before the event, at maximum.]

You will forgive me for the confusion, I am still unused to people being of differing worlds. One would think visiting Earth would have solidified this concept, but alas, I still slip up.

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He might be practiced, but it’s not his craft. It’s…

[He shouldn’t be telling other people someone else’s personal details… but since when has Jayce been able to keep someone else’s medical history a secret? He is truly a walking HIPAA violation.]

We’re all byproducts of how we grew up and were raised. Accelerator’s actions are a byproduct of what was done to him years ago.

It’d be easier if it was magic, right? You could find the reverse spell, or you get the caster to undo it. But I’m sorry, that’s not the case here. It’ll take time to recover from, as well as patience and care from those around you to help you through it.

[The thought that Sleipnir doesn’t have anyone he apparently considers a close enough friend is… troubling.]

Don’t worry about. Sometimes I’ll mention something normal about Runeterra, only for someone to mention they’ve never heard of it before. We’re all aliens to each other, in that sense.

[quibblingfunctionary]

[Sleipnir is ever mystified by the ways man will justify atrocious acts; men such as Jayce, as Accelerator, as even Sleipnir himself.]

This is the trouble with our kind, is it not? Cursed to repeat the damage done unto us. But when pointed outward what once was a ripple will turn into a tide.

I have not the time for drawn out recovery, not when the next mission is upon us... Do all such cases of this phenomena require such length to overcome? Be you certain of this?

[The thought of him requiring to rely on others, as if his entire existence didn't center around being relied upon, leaves Sleipnir ill at ease. He knows His Majesty will lend what support he is able, but when it comes to emotional damage... It is not something he is equipped to best.]

I have not thought about our predicament in such terms before. You are a wise man, Jaycetalis.

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[”What once was a ripple will turn into a tide,” Jayce is a little shocked that someone who seems so strangely naive in some ways would say something like this. It sends another wave of guilt through Jayce that he was even so rude to this man to begin with. He really did lead with his worst foot forward on this one, didn’t he?]

It’s wholly dependent on the person, and their brain chemistry. Unless you somehow forget it happened to begin with, I don’t think there’s any shortcuts to recovery on something like this.

[But he brings up a good point. With the next mission particularly preying on people’s fears, and it seems that Sleipnir is suffering from trauma without the added problems of that fog…]

There’s things you can do to try and recenter yourself, if you feel like you’re panicking. Ways to refocus your mind. I can show you some when I meet up with you.

Hah. You’d be the first one to say that.

[quibblingfunctionary]

[Well. Fuck.]

I would be most appreciative were you to do so. I must confess, I am not looking forward to this mission.

Surely not. Perhaps you have surrounded yourself with fools or the deaf, willfully or otherwise.

[Sleipnir genuinely believes Jaycetalis to be very intelligent, if a ~~ in his choice of allies.]

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You'd be pressed to find any of us who are, I think.

Now, that's a little unfair. I know where my strengths are, and being "wise" isn't one of them.