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stresstokens ([personal profile] stresstokens) wrote in [community profile] etraya2024-05-31 04:01 pm

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Hey. Hope everyone's recovering from that stupid maze okay.

I'll just get right down to my point of inquiry. For a place that claims that we're meant to save the universe, I've noticed a pretty dramatic human-bias around here that strikes me as kind of odd, considering how diverse the universe actually is.

So I'd like to get a show of hands. Who here is from a world where humans are the only sentient species around, and who here is from a world with more than just humans kicking around? What other sorts of species are around? I'd like to know how much of it is selection-bias based on who's running this place and how much of it is them drawing from places that just don't have any non-human populations. I wouldn't mind hearing about what sorts of non-humans you have around either, but that's probably less important, statistically speaking.

Lastly... what do you see when you look at this picture?


[ Inserted is a photograph of a suave looking goblin man in a tuxedo with a pencil-thin moustache. He's holding a champagne flute towards the camera with his arm around -- something. If you've been infected by the curse, you'll see the goblin man's arm is around a black tabaxi woman, but if not, his arm looks as though it's simply hanging in mid-air. ]

[ OOC NOTE: due to the extremely low likelihood we'll ever get kalina in-game, the picture is just for flavour! if you'd like your character to be infected by the shadowcat and thus able to see her image in the photo, it would be due to any circumstance in which any of riz's bodily fluids were absorbed into their own body in some way, i.e. blood or saliva. feel free to handwave a circumstance in which that could happen, even if it's riz's blood lingering on one of the labyrinth's traps that then got into an open cut of theirs, a glass in the labyrinth he drank from that they then used, etc., etc.! Please see this comment for more information! ]
maximumlegend: (quit moving)

[personal profile] maximumlegend 2024-07-25 07:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh.

Fabian feels his jaw dropping a little bit. Because-- yeah, he gets why Riz is proposing that solution. And it'd probably be good, because then Riz would have a place for all of this that wouldn't get in the way of anything else, and it's not like Fabian wants to stop him from getting into his.. hobby, if you could call it that.

On the other hand, he knows what Riz is like. The moment the guy sets up an office here, he's definitely not returning to the apartment again. He's just going to sleep in there - maybe not even as a conscious decision, but maybe more because he forgets the time, because he just stays there overnight, because he gets lost in it all.

And then Fabian.. will be here.

In an empty space by himself. Left behind.

Maybe it's a cycle he can't escape.

It leaves a feeling like heartburn in his chest. It's so hard, because he doesn't want to say anything about it. He doesn't want to bother anyone else with his own dumb issues that he should be over, and-- besides, Riz would be happy with his own office, right? It'd be fine. It'd be better. Maybe not for Fabian, but it'll learn him to get better in time. ]


I mean..

[ ...

Something shifts about Fabian. He looks obviously awkward. Maybe in that sort of way where he's half-trying to hide it, but if anyone could see beyond that, it's private investigator Riz Gukgak, right. ]


.. Would you want to?

[ He doesn't want him to.

But Fabian learned how to smother selfish wishes like that a long time ago, way before he even met the other Bad Kids in the first place. Back when it was his parents he couldn't ask to stay. ]
maximumlegend: (can't believe i was wounding you)

[personal profile] maximumlegend 2024-08-01 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Riz is right. Sure, maybe Fabian sees the vague contours or something that should lead to making noises about mental health, but-- that's not Fabian's thing. All he sees is that it's clearly bothering Riz, and he can't tell for sure if it's bothering Riz because Riz is afraid it's bothering him, or if it's bothering Riz on a more personal level beyond that.

It's difficult too. After all, it's not like Fabian experiences anything like this. Aside from his brief Baron possession stint, he can't really recall any other time where he just.. blacked out and then suddenly found himself doing something, no thought in between. Sure, he made a lot of terrible decisions, but they were always conscious decisions. His decisions. It makes it hard for him to put himself into Riz's shoes in this particular case.

But he knows one thing: he doesn't want Riz to go.

And he also doesn't want Riz to have to look like this.

(Okay, so maybe it's two things.) ]


Then.. we'll just deal with it when it happens again.

[ Despite his threat earlier of getting mad if this would repeat, right now Fabian just shrugs, any and all fight about this having seeped right out of him. Sure, the habit is a little annoying, but the last thing he'd want is for one of his friends to feel like he has to walk on eggshells around him, or just leave him outright. Even more so when he doesn't want Riz to go, when the idea of an empty apartment seems terrifying. ]

You and your mom figured it out, right? [ They lived together! It's not like this is Riz's first cohabitation experience in his entire life! ] I mean, I'm-- I'm obviously not her, but if you two could make it work, we can make it work.

[ It's a little more thoughtful and quiet - or, you know, less loud - than Fabian usually is. Even if he's not making noises about seeing professionals, he's still trying to be a little thoughtful here. God knows he wouldn't want his friends to awkwardly poke into his own issues. Which is why he's making sure they don't know about those in the first place. ]

Besides, it'd be kind of sad if all three of us just lived in completely different spaces here, right? It almost makes it seem like we're trying to pretend we don't know each other. [ He manages to downplay it a little. It sounds a touch silly, almost joking.

It's easier to hide what's underneath the carpet when there's a showmaster or a clown standing on top of it, after all. If Fabian has ever learned anything in his life, it's that. ]
maximumlegend: (so in the morning)

[personal profile] maximumlegend 2024-08-09 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Fabian hits Riz's shoulder.

Not hard, thankfully, but that's definitely a fist, knuckles out and everything! Sorry, the friendly jock gestures just keep happening.. ]


Well, she might be your mother, but I'm your best friend.

[ He says it so naturally.

As if to Fabian.. there isn't much of a difference. Part of that might be his own complicated relationship with his parents and the conditionality of some things when it comes to them. Part of that might just be that Fabian really does care so genuinely about all his friends. But he smiles in that way Fabian always does when there's no extra meaning to his words at all. When they're just what they plainly seem to be. ]


And I hope you're not telling me that I ought to look for a new best friend just over some clue boards.

[ Granted, it is bigger than the clue boards.

But considering Fabian hates having his issues pointed out, he can't imagine it's all that much more fun for Riz. So even though they both know the truth, and even though they both know that the other also knows that truth - he's fine with keeping it this lighthearted out loud, even between them.

Especially as Fabian is reassuring him that nothing like this could ever break their best friend bond. You worked for that, Riz! You hustled for years!! You gave up important information to an enemy for this!! ]