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[This is so dumb, he can't believe he's doing this. But it's come up a lot lately for for a number of reasons and he just needs to talk about it. Okay? Okay.]
is anyone else a little worried about what happens if your world ISN'T deemed worthy of being saved???
like
what if your worlds not all that great to begin with??
it ain't like anyones given out any standards of judgement or anything
but what if you know yours isn't really a good candidate to continue to exist
what if you've already tried before to prove to someone else that your world has every right to be there with limited support from the general masses,
who don't seem very interested in trying to prove to be anything other than shitty??
what if yours ends up on the chopping block?
what happens to you and everyone you know...??
is anyone else a little worried about what happens if your world ISN'T deemed worthy of being saved???
like
what if your worlds not all that great to begin with??
it ain't like anyones given out any standards of judgement or anything
but what if you know yours isn't really a good candidate to continue to exist
what if you've already tried before to prove to someone else that your world has every right to be there with limited support from the general masses,
who don't seem very interested in trying to prove to be anything other than shitty??
what if yours ends up on the chopping block?
what happens to you and everyone you know...??
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Yup. We all got a job to do, so don't get lost in the sauce. Stay focused. It'll keep your mind off the future.
That figurative or literal?
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yeah
who'd think the nonsense this place puts you through actually DOES keep you focusin on trying to prove your worth
though i could do without some of the bullshit of said nonsense
to think i bitched about trust falls to prove your worth
ffs
literal.
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[If Cloud remembered more of the plushie incident, he would probably agree with Angel there. Fortunately(??), his mind is really good at burying things that would break him.]
Sounds like an uphill battle. Still worth fighting, though. It may be shitty, but it's still yours. Right?
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yeah, i mean
would suck to fuckin give up now
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Sure would.
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i'm fairly certain its a big part of why i landed where i did
but i also ain't much for group exercises
share ya feelins and all that BS
but here we are
shots help,
thank fuck i had my flask on me when i got here